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||[Nov. 11th, 2007|03:30 pm]
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It seems like something pulled me away. But finally I'm back. I've been needing to call Cingular/AT&T about getting me a new phone, finally I've stopped procrastinating and got that done, hence the accomplished mood.
The job is cool, I just need more money. This is due to me being money hungry and also wanting to do things and I just don't have the funds to do them like I want. Hopefully, as I keep saying, when this contract is up, I'll get a nice lil pay raise.
To be honest, for what I'm doing, I'm being paid fairly well. I just want to be a lil more involved; I suppose thats what I should be saying. I really like this job, and I feel Like God put me there for a reason.
The Ex posed the question of us getting back together a couple of weeks ago and it threw me all off. I gave up on that a while back, and her coming to me with it was a shocker. Were circumstances different I would've jumped @ it, which is what I told her. However there is this other woman who has piqued my interest (not that that really has any bearing on my feelings for her), and when I told her that she pretty much shut the idea of us getting back together down. Apparently I can't want to be with her if another woman can interest me; go figure. With the way our schedules are, I don't know if she would get enough attention were we together. And my life is just going to get more busy if things go as planned. And then she is going off to school next fall, and i don't know if I want to do the long distance thing again. It's a tangled web indeed..
I realized yesterday, that chica that I'm interested in, can't be as interested in me as I am in her, or if she is she has a very strange way of showing it. Either way I think I'm gonna fall back on that and see what happens.
Why must women be so complicated, I'm a simple man.
I just want millions, a mansion, a wifey, a beautiful baby girl, and a nice lil collection of automobiles is that too much to ask?
..Gotta Grind to Shine, I'm Gone..